I will like to talk about Anxiety.

I know many have witness my constant mood-swings and change of emotions out of the nowhere, even to the point that I have ended in the hospital by feeling weak and my body going through a massive break down.

Last week I when to the doctor and try to get to the bottom of this. I have to confess, I thought I was really going crazy, or I was creating things in my head. I was really freaking out and getting tired of dealing with random "attacks" and just breaking down out of the nowhere. Is a horrible experience and wish no one has to go through it, To get straight to the point I was diagnose with Anxiety Disorder

Many will be confuse but normal Anxiety is Ok. Having fear, or feeling excited, or nervous on your first day of school, that is normal.

I first want to apologize for giving people such a hard time through my breakdowns and mood-swings. I was in the same situation trying to figured out myself why there were times I wouldn't be able to go to bed, that I will hit a state of Insomnia (I would last two straights days with no sleep what-so-ever), wouldn't concentrate or will space out constantly. The times I will stay quiet and couldn't explain why I will have this sadness all over me. I really apologize for confusing the brains out of you all.

It has been a really intense journey knowing that I suffer from Anxiety and will end up getting more Anxiety Attacks. I had one today during work, out of the no where and just broke down. Is more embarrassing that people need to see me in this state from time to time. But I know that I have friends that will help me get through this strongly.
The doctor decided to not put me under medication because I am in an early stage and believe that I am too young. I couldn't agree more, I think with my faith in me and in my body, I will be strong enough to pull myself through all of this. Knowing that I actually do suffer from something make me feel more on ease, than just not knowing what is going on.

In a light note. I believe that we as humans have the body and mind to go through many obstacles. If you suffer from Anxiety, Diabetes, Depression, Cancer, etc, just want to let you know that you are not alone. There are thousands of people that suffer from this and we all got each others back. Remember to stay positive and held your head up. There are going to be times that this is going to put us down, or hit rock bottom from time to time, but at the end of the day, there is going to be that bright light!

God bless you all and remember, you are beautiful in every shape and form!

Zoyla